Miss the kitty

Dropped off Boo in Indy this past weekend. It's going to be more than 2 weeks before I get to see him again. I miss my little buddy....

Uggggghhhhh

Enough already!! November 3rd had better get here soon or I'm going to kick it's ass!! I wish I could move TODAY!! I would so love to walk in to my job tomorrow and tell them I quit but I will uphold my promise to stay until the end of the month. I'm sure I will miss people but I will not miss the job!

Truly Blessed

Great things have happened in my life this year....I feel truly blessed by the man above!

I've found happiness in my love life and am now engaged.

I excelled at the workplace and was promoted to a higher position in the company.

I gave my notice at work so that I can move to Indianapolis to be with my fiance and in return was offered a job by one of our partnering companies.

My new job will allow me to work from home and also travel the country for free. It also pays me more than I am making now and appears to offer great benefits (will know more about the health and dental benefits once I begin working)!!

On the brink....

Here it is. October 1st...the beginning of my last month at work and my last month in Missouri. Exciting and scary all at the same time. My fiance came to town last weekend and moved a load of my furniture and boxes which has made the fact that I am moving all the more real to me. This past weekend I cleaned out my spare closets and found a ton of old pictures that brought back a lot of great memories. It actually made me sad and a bit depressed that I am leaving...but, I have to remember that those are only pictures and that the girl who is in most of them no longer exists. Those friends have long since moved on in their lives and it is time that I do so in mine.


I have no idea what the future is going to hold for me. I'm moving to Indy for love and that is all that I am going to have! I do not have a job or anything lined up yet...for once in my life, I am being irresponsible! I never thought in a million years I would quit my job when I have so many bills to pay. I began saving money though several months ago and will have plenty to tie me over until I find a job....so I can't say that I'm being too risky! I'm going to be alright no matter what job I find. My fiance is a great guy and will take care of me and will see to it that I am happy and well taken care of. I will do the same for him...we waited a long time to find this kind of happiness. We deserve every ounce that we get!

I'm traveling to Indy in a couple of weeks to open up a new bank account and to drop off my kitty Boo at my new house. I am going to go 3 whole weeks without seeing him...I'm already feeling lonely and depressed! You never realize just how much a pet means to you until they are gone. My fiance is going to have a lovely time cleaning his litter box!! LOL

JUSTICE!!

Call me a sinner for advocating death but this sick Fu#ker is going to get what he deserves. Now, if they would just do it soon and not allow him any appeals, the world will be a better place! I feel that any man who rapes a child and buries her alive should suffer the same fate. Unfortunately, he is going to have a painless death by injection.... I'm reminded of the movie Little Nicky with Adam Sandler...every day they bring Hitler into Satan's office and shove a different type of device up his ass. Maybe this will happen to John Couey when he reaches hell.

Now, would you like me to tell you what I really think? LOL

Work....

Only 76 more shopping days until I move to Indianapolis. Only 55 more working days!!! I'm taking an entire month...maybe two...off from working once I move out to Indy. I've been busting my hump and being a good girl saving up enough money so that we can live comfortably in case the new job search doesn't go so well.

I've worked for the same company for the last 16 years. It's the only full time job that I have ever had. I love the company, I love the people at our office....I just hate my current position. Not my job title mind you; it is one that I have been waiting for for a very long time. I just hate the monotony of it all. The same people calling day in and day out with the exact same problems as they had the day before. you would think that these people would be able to figure shit out on their own after awhile, but no - some of them are just as helpless now as they were 5 years ago when we installed them with a computer system. I'm definitely going to try to find a job where I will not be required to provide technical support to ANYONE!!

I want to take my time and figure out exactly what it is I want to do. This is my opportunity to totally re-invent myself...do what I want to do and be who I want to be without others passing judgement on me. Hell, I may find that working at Wal Mart or Taco Bell is my true passion!! I may end up working 10 different jobs over the next year until I find something that suits me and truly makes me happy. I'm really excited to get started and just hope and pray that I find something that is rewarding to me...that I feel passionate about and that I enjoy doing. I'm tired of waking up each morning with the feeling of dread....I need a change dammit!!

I'm Engaged!

So the time has finally come. I can tell everyone what happened during my last trip to Indianapolis. The Shannie Bug got engaged and is moving to Indianapolis in October/November!!! I'm so excited! Not only have I found my future husband; I have found my best friend and I cannot wait until we begin our lives together. I get to move to a new city and make a new start with my life. I can be whoever I want to be...I can take my time and figure out what type of job I would like take and make sure that it is really something that I will want to do. For the first time in my life I can truly say that I am happy and that I am excited about life.

I had to keep it as a secret for a bit while I worked some things out with my employers. Not that I could'nt tell everyone before, but I decided to wait and see how things played out before making the announcement. I've worked long and hard for my company and did not want to burn any bridges on my way out. I still have a couple of months left at the company and I hope they pass by quickly so I can start my new life.