On the brink....

Here it is. October 1st...the beginning of my last month at work and my last month in Missouri. Exciting and scary all at the same time. My fiance came to town last weekend and moved a load of my furniture and boxes which has made the fact that I am moving all the more real to me. This past weekend I cleaned out my spare closets and found a ton of old pictures that brought back a lot of great memories. It actually made me sad and a bit depressed that I am leaving...but, I have to remember that those are only pictures and that the girl who is in most of them no longer exists. Those friends have long since moved on in their lives and it is time that I do so in mine.


I have no idea what the future is going to hold for me. I'm moving to Indy for love and that is all that I am going to have! I do not have a job or anything lined up yet...for once in my life, I am being irresponsible! I never thought in a million years I would quit my job when I have so many bills to pay. I began saving money though several months ago and will have plenty to tie me over until I find a job....so I can't say that I'm being too risky! I'm going to be alright no matter what job I find. My fiance is a great guy and will take care of me and will see to it that I am happy and well taken care of. I will do the same for him...we waited a long time to find this kind of happiness. We deserve every ounce that we get!

I'm traveling to Indy in a couple of weeks to open up a new bank account and to drop off my kitty Boo at my new house. I am going to go 3 whole weeks without seeing him...I'm already feeling lonely and depressed! You never realize just how much a pet means to you until they are gone. My fiance is going to have a lovely time cleaning his litter box!! LOL