JUSTICE!!

Call me a sinner for advocating death but this sick Fu#ker is going to get what he deserves. Now, if they would just do it soon and not allow him any appeals, the world will be a better place! I feel that any man who rapes a child and buries her alive should suffer the same fate. Unfortunately, he is going to have a painless death by injection.... I'm reminded of the movie Little Nicky with Adam Sandler...every day they bring Hitler into Satan's office and shove a different type of device up his ass. Maybe this will happen to John Couey when he reaches hell.

Now, would you like me to tell you what I really think? LOL

Work....

Only 76 more shopping days until I move to Indianapolis. Only 55 more working days!!! I'm taking an entire month...maybe two...off from working once I move out to Indy. I've been busting my hump and being a good girl saving up enough money so that we can live comfortably in case the new job search doesn't go so well.

I've worked for the same company for the last 16 years. It's the only full time job that I have ever had. I love the company, I love the people at our office....I just hate my current position. Not my job title mind you; it is one that I have been waiting for for a very long time. I just hate the monotony of it all. The same people calling day in and day out with the exact same problems as they had the day before. you would think that these people would be able to figure shit out on their own after awhile, but no - some of them are just as helpless now as they were 5 years ago when we installed them with a computer system. I'm definitely going to try to find a job where I will not be required to provide technical support to ANYONE!!

I want to take my time and figure out exactly what it is I want to do. This is my opportunity to totally re-invent myself...do what I want to do and be who I want to be without others passing judgement on me. Hell, I may find that working at Wal Mart or Taco Bell is my true passion!! I may end up working 10 different jobs over the next year until I find something that suits me and truly makes me happy. I'm really excited to get started and just hope and pray that I find something that is rewarding to me...that I feel passionate about and that I enjoy doing. I'm tired of waking up each morning with the feeling of dread....I need a change dammit!!

I'm Engaged!

So the time has finally come. I can tell everyone what happened during my last trip to Indianapolis. The Shannie Bug got engaged and is moving to Indianapolis in October/November!!! I'm so excited! Not only have I found my future husband; I have found my best friend and I cannot wait until we begin our lives together. I get to move to a new city and make a new start with my life. I can be whoever I want to be...I can take my time and figure out what type of job I would like take and make sure that it is really something that I will want to do. For the first time in my life I can truly say that I am happy and that I am excited about life.

I had to keep it as a secret for a bit while I worked some things out with my employers. Not that I could'nt tell everyone before, but I decided to wait and see how things played out before making the announcement. I've worked long and hard for my company and did not want to burn any bridges on my way out. I still have a couple of months left at the company and I hope they pass by quickly so I can start my new life.